Home from school. Learned nothing, but that stupid breastfeeding topic. It was really bogart, trust me! And my binder's again filled with those "what to do plans"you know; those, what will I be like after another day, a week after, a month, a year? A year? Isn't that that too long? No!!!! Not a year, not two years, three, four, and definitely not forever... I hope. :/ I couldn't think of anything else but you. You were the only thing that was on my mind the whole 8 hrs. Was really not myself for the past few hours, all I did was doodle. Earphones on, world off! But you know what I was thinking of good memories this time, which lead to your birthdayyyy. Speaking of your birthday, I created my simple plan to greet you on that day. I wouldn't wanna miss that right? Wait for September 24, 2012, exactly 5:30am in the morning. You'll see. :) I become more excited every time I think about this little plan. I just hope it makes you happy in a certain way.
It's still isn't easy, Babe! I feel so desperate, I wanna tell you that I still wanna be with you and that I need you right now, cause you're all I need to be okay. You're what I need to keep a smile on my face. There's no smile with out. You know that! But then, you won't learn. So I'll be patient about this tho it hurts. Maybe one day...
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